Heart Break Heart Rape

Written by Riyah Walton & Glenn McCrary

My heart has been raped by mendacious happiness

Purity has evaporated into blank nothingness

Surrounding myself in false reality

Has played games with and beaten my mentality

And now even the best plastic smile

Could not mask my pain.



Because honestly the pain never ends

Over me it constantly showers

But other times it's only brief

Sometime it lasts for hours

All I know is that I want it all to fade

Far into the distant shadows

Casted off into the shade.



But this pain wont fade effortlessly

I need to show strength use some brutality

Because mellowing in the shallows

Only works for a little while

As It wont be long till the flashbacks of rape reappear.



So I will work hard to meet my demands

And I will do the best that I can

To make my life less of a living hell

'Cause I've been cast up under a spell

That has been manipulating my soul

And the things I've said and done

Have made my blood start to run cold.



So now I'll retreat into the judgmental world

Tell my story freely without masking it with lies

And the truth will sting,

Because heart rape is an awful thing

But soon I'll be free

From these teary eyes.


By Glenn McCrary & Riyah Walton




© 2010 Glenn McCrary & Riyah Walton (All rights reserved)